Actually aku malas nk update nari , but there's something aku nk bilang ! so yea aku start of my day by taking my EFC exam , damn easy seriously ! aku da biz buat paper tu terus g lala land , muahahaha ... so skool habiz at 1pm nari & after skool plan nk fetch sayang aku kt skola dier , he was suppose to end at 5pm but since lesson dier da biz so end up we just meet at woodlands !
Skip that part , after meeting sayang aku niie , we terus g CWP as aku nk bayar duit courts , and after that straight we went lepak at dewan near siling primary , not sure blk berape ... so was sitting there from 3+ sampai kul 5 i tink , in between that timing , sayang aku he give me a letter which wrote this :
To my Yassirah ,
I know you will be thinking what i write in this letter rite? i Just wanna tell you that i'm happy to be with you. you never fail to make me smile everyday. I just wanna spent my time with you. Everyday i will always be thinking about you. I dont know what is my life would be without you. Each day, i will be looking forward to see you. I will miss you, when you are not with me. And i know , i did control your life. i did this is all because , i scared to lose you and i dont even want anyone to take you away from me. There are only you in my heart and no one else could replace it. You had done mistakes right , just forgive & forget but dont ever do it again. I only want you to stay in my heart forever, i will never leave you alone. I will never make you suffer. I will never make you sad. You are the one that i Love, Care and Cherish.
Please dont ever leave me alone. No one should steal you from me. I wanna say.... YASSIRAH! I LOVE YOU DEEP IN MY HEART. jgn sekali pon mempersiakan cinta kita.
Here is my reply :
To my sayang ....
I'm really speechless after reading the letter u given me , now i know how much u treasure our relationship , i would also like to say that i'm happy to be with u , cause u were the one who make me smile each and everyday , without the jokes i would be quiet .... You brighten up my life since the day we were just fwen and till now u have never fail to make my life shine like a star !
I want u to know that i love u as much as u do , and care for u .... all the fun time and the hard time we had together will be treasure , i will not forget every moment i had with u , thankz for understanding my life , thankz for being there for me , thankz for all the love & care u given me but dont ever stop loving me cause i will never stop loving u as i want u to me my one & only from now on ! No one cn replace u in my heart , my love is just for u firdaus !!
And sorry for all the wrong things i have done to u , i will never do it again! as i dont want our relationship to be apart ! i love u , and when i say that i really do !
Thankz for everything , really looking forward for our next monthsary ! =)
Sunday, May 30, 2010 || 1:19 AM
Hello readers ! hmm time fly so fast the month of may will end soon , and june will come ! actually i got nothing in mind what i should post today , hmm i had a fun time today with ibu & sis , when marsiling to buy my new shoe , it's kind of nice , really nice that i love it damn much ... muahahaha , yea so spend my time there till 4+ i tink , then off to my auntie house , i'm the one who wanted to go there ! why ? cause i miss my nephew damn much ! great time there ... but at the same time i miss my hubby also ! cant meet him today as i went out ... nvrmind mayb i will be fetching him tomorrow after skool which is at 5pm ! skool end at 2pm for me i tink as there will be exam tomorrow ! [ aku lom study langsung sak] .......
Skip , as days pass my love towards my sayang grow stronger , as time pass i will be missing him when i cant get to meet him ! i just need him badly and i just cant be apart from him even for a second ! sayang i love u !! he's mine one & only sayang ! he's my forever ! i know i have been hurting my sayang often , and i damn sorry bout that sayang ! if only all this wont happen... will i get to go back to the pass ? in relationship there will always be a misunderstanding in each other .. so no matter wat happen , we will try our best to solve the matter ! cause i dont wanna end up breaking his heart even more , and i dont wanna break up with him cause of the matter !
TRY BREAKING US APART & I WILL BREAK UR LEG !
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 || 10:10 PM
Ira is back to update ! k last post was on 24 may today is 26 may time check 10.13pm ... so yea been feeling unwell this few days after the day i suffer from difficulties in my breathing i have been totally weak & been feeling tired now days !
I have been making my sayang worried bout me seyy , pity him siol everyday have to takecare of me , i'm also not sure why i been feeling weak seyy , mayb its just because i dont get enough sleep/rest... haiyo....
i have give skool a miss on monday , and been skipping class on tuesday & wednesday , haiyo back to my old attitude again ! apa nk jadi siol ira , monday exam seyy , haiyo ! stress sak ira , dont even noe wat to study , nvrmind just skip that part ,
so on monday give skool a miss as i was not feeling well , went to see my doctor & she told me i was under to much pressure , and she gave me a medicine that will make me release my stress ... i dont even eat them , i just hate taking medicine siol ! Eeee ...
k lah till here people ! ira wanna rest well ar , takecare !
Monday, May 24, 2010 || 9:00 PM
Ira feeling totally down rite now , i'm feeling totally guilty :'( ....... sayang i'm damn sorry for doing this to u , i know that i'm being totally unfair to u by msging other guy behind ur back , they are just my fwens not more , i dont mean to text them as if i'm flirting ... they are just a fwen syg ...
But no matter what i say here will not change the situation i'm in now ! totally guilty .... i just wan to say that i'm sorry for doing dis , i not sure why i did not think bout all this b4 , i should not have txt them at the first place , i'm wrong ! and i'm sorry !
Syg , bby totally apologize for my mistake today , be mad at me if u wan cause i deserve it , hmm .. [ *crying] why am i so stupid to do all this , why ?! syg dont leave me just cause of this matter k , i noe u already 4give me , but in my heart i know i have hurt ur feeling .... :'(
^ He's mine people ! Break us apart and i will break ur leg ! kayy my last post was on the 15 may & today is like 21 may 2010 ! 5 days never post siol ! so long seyy , kayy so many had happen to me ! yes me ! On thursday 20 may 2010 i had my 2.4km & my 5 item , and i was really suffering from all that , i did finish my 5 item & 2.4km but .... here come the worse part , after running all of us went back to skool to rest , walk back then while i was resting suddenly i start to shiver and my body was like damn cool , i cant breathing is totally not normal , had difficulty for that , my fwen ayu was damn panic cause i was totally weak and cant even walk to the sick bay , so they had to put me on wheel chair and push me to sick bay , so rest well there before going back !
I was fine for like 2hours+ but then it happen again ! and it's worse ... arrgh !hate it siol ! sayang had to slow walk me home , cause i was damn cool while it was actually damn hot for them bt not me ! so reach home , rest all the way till this morning !
K lah till here , ira gtg ! takecare people ! update soon !
i'm deeply in love with you !
|| 8:05 PM
Hey3.. Im back!! this is fir.. actually i donno wat to write.. hmm .. long time didnt post anitink.. soo i shall start wif todae .. hehe... this my story for today.. hmm .. today wake at 8 n skool starts at 9.. haiyah .. 1 hour to prepare for skool.. wake up go shower , blablabla.. but still go out of the house at 9.. hehe.. ( dah biase seh.. hais.. ape nk jdy nie..) felt really lazy to go skool nowadays.. hais.. came to skool at 10.. haiyoh lmbt gyler seh... hehe... but today i did study.. ( tak sangke bole blaja plk.. ) after skool wen to mit ira n ayu.. haha.. dorg smpai jek cnfrm tnye "ade rokok".. haha.. we lpk for awhile and go home.. woow!! ira is soo tired n in pain coz of her leg.. ( bby , take care tau.. jgn byk jln..) hmm ..till here.. bye2
Saturday, May 15, 2010 || 11:23 PM
^_^ Ira is so damn happy that our 1month celebration was over , and now looking forward for out 2month cause , we will go on a double date with ayu & taufik ... Ayu plan to go ECP for cycling and i find that is a great idea , wow ! really looking forward for that !
Kayy now ira will tell what happen on 14.05.10 ! as u know it was firday and i had to attend skool as usual , was planning to give skool a miss but when i tink bout my debar letter which i get a few days back then i told myself no matter what ira u have to go skool ! so yea attend skool till 12noon then chop2 rush back home , as my syg did not attend skool on that day , he tk paya risau what tyme to get ready rite , so ira reach home at 1 ... help ibu for awhile then wash up and get ready !
Then my syg kol ibu and tell her he ajak me out , then yup done syg kol me and say he otw , i was like only half way done with my make up , then .... lazy to say lah ! rush all the way ... so yup syg fetch me at my blk then we're off to meet mama at marsiling as syg wanna take something from her , so skip2 back to CWP to watch movie , The Curse Of Niyang Rapik ... okayy lah that movie , movie end at 5.30pm .... Go buy rkk then off we went to TOWN !
lazy to type bout what happen at town , reach home at 10pm , then at nite kol my syg for awhile , off to bed .... so thats my friday !
okayy now my SATURDAY !
Boring lah seyy , all day at home , i hurt my leg & my eyes is painful siol ! cant take it seyy , all cause of that damn lens i bought , cb rite ! just use it for like 1week then my eyes cant take it anymore it turns red ! pain sak ! so yea nvr meet syg for today , tomorrow yes meeting him , gonna accompany him for his training .... so i will update tomorrow if i'm not lazy kayy readers !
Till here , nyte readers ! update soon kayy takecare ... and I LOVE MY ONE & ONLY FIRDAUS !
Friday, May 14, 2010 || 5:32 AM
|| 3:19 AM
Firstly i wanna wish us both happy 1mthsary , hope to last long with him , i really love & care for him .. i wont noe what will happen if he's not by my side ! He's the one who make me laugh when i' down , he's the one who make me smile every moment in my life ! He's here for me when i need someone to talk with ! He's a great BOIFWEN ever ! ! 14042010 ! i love you firdaus !
K skip that ! Today after skool , i will be going home straight cause going out with my syg ! Cant wait seyy , i ask him nk g mana ? but he say dont know ! haiyo i just have to follow him lah ! nvrmind , anyway know is like 03:50am in the morning & i'm still awake , haha .. cant sleep ar !
k lah till here , will update soon !
Wednesday, May 12, 2010 || 1:01 AM
Will be a short post for my SAYANG ! HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MAY ALL UR WISHES COME TRUE K SAYANG ! MAKE SURE U WISH THAT WE WILL LAST LONG TAW [HEHE] GOOD LUCK IN EVERYTHING U DO K REMEMBER THAT U WILL ALWAYS HAVE ME BY UR SIDE TO SUPPORT U SAYANG ! & ALSO REMEMBER THAT I LOVE U SO MUCH !
ONCE AGAIN HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY !!
Tuesday, May 11, 2010 || 8:24 AM
I'M NOT IN A MOOD AT ALL TO STUDY & TO BE IN SKOOL TODAY ! REALLY MAD WITH PEOPLE !
Monday, May 10, 2010 || 12:00 PM
Look up darlink ! its us ... the couples for 14-04-2010 today is like 10 may and it will be our 1mth together , i'm so happy that i still have him till now , [smiling] irah harap that we will last long hingga akhir hayat [ amin] Aku cintakn dier ehk ! jgn pisahkn kte taw ! [ muackz]
Sunday, May 9, 2010 || 10:43 PM
Look up , that poem is true but for me our friendship have an end to it , but not sure when & not sure how it will be gone !
Today is my worse day ever , i should not have gone to her house to meet her after the past 10 month , i really regret for going , when i reach there , both marz & adam were already there , i do not noe that they have tell zainah everything bout me , but for all i noe they did ! [SIAL AR PSL KORANG NANA DA KECEWA NGAN AKU ] you guys really love to look at how i am being scolded in front of all of u rite !! [ KORANG FIKIR AKU TKDE MARWAH PE!] think bout other people feeling before saying anytink , if u guys tink i'm bad , i tink both of u are [ 2 TIMES BAD]
Aku anggap ko & adam as kwn rpt aku but niie yg aku dpt , aku fikir aku yg salah so aku mintak maaf lah , but u guys dont wanna forgive me rite ! up to korg ehk , aku da tkde mood ar nk anggap korg as kwn aku lagi , u guys just love hurting me rite ! thankz ar MARZIANAH & FAZLI ADAM ! THANKZ ALOT FOR ALL THIS ,
I'm really not looking forward for skool tomorrow & i really crying rite now , they who i treat as my sister & brother just cant be trusted anymore , they are just a liar who i hate !
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Saturday, May 8, 2010 || 11:30 AM
Yo Readers ! Sorry for not blogging yesterday , but as u read the previous post was from syg , k there's many thing in my mind rite now which i will try to post here !
Firstly i will start with skool yesterday ! Wow cant say anytink ar , really fed up with my teacher sak , aku kena debar from taking exam , [wth sial , setak aku cabot skool tu pun nk kena debar ke buto ar sial] totally mad , all the way i have no mood to talk sak in class , even when i meet my syg also got no mood at all [sorry syg , dont mean to be in a bad mood yesterday ]
K so after skool meet my syg at cwp , as i & ayu was feeling hungry we go buy some food to eat , sp chop2 go eat under void deck , then as usual smoke2 , i smoke 3 stick straight as i was totally stress with skool ! syg was like angry i smoke alot , sorry ehk !
skip2 , syg send me home , then reach home , wash up , change and biase lah SLEEP for awhile ! at around 5+ get change again to go out for family dinner at ZAC ' S place which is at arab street =) the food there so so yummy ! i order spaghetti with meatball ! delicious siol ! adeq order whole spring chicken , i was thinking that the chicken will be normal size but guess what , its was like wow ! besar ! nvrmind will upload pic at my FB ! Check it out k ...
So today ! really cant wait cause , we will be going my aunt house for mother's day gathering ! yahoo ! really looking forward for it seyy ! so i will talk bout that ltr at nite k , gtg ! update soon people ! tc ...
I LOVE MY ONE & ONLY SAYANG !
|| 2:58 AM
hey to all.. im fir.. i cant sleep, soo i like to post sumtink.. hmm.. next week will be my birthdae larh seh.. haiyoh, going to be older.. heheh... 2moro i will be going bowling with my family and cousins..n also celebrate mother's dae.. cant wait !! i didnt buy anitink for her but she is the best mum i ever had.. THANKS MUM!! HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY haha..
alrite skip that part.. hmm.. yesterdae on 8 may.. i did go to skool but was very late.. i woke up around 8 n my class starts at 9.. i was taking my longest time at home.. hehe.. n i reach skool around 10.. hais, late sia!! hahaha.. skool was boring.. i slept in the classroom throughout the lesson.. ( haha , bkn nk blaja tau.. ) after skool i met my bby(irah) at cwp.. she was in a bad mood i think, bout her skool.. hais.. ( tuh larh sape suro cabot slalu.. hehe ) my bby n ayu went to eat under a blk.. haha.. ( dorg lom mkn seh.. cian dorg..) after eatin , as usual we smoke.. after smokin we went back home.. we teman ayu take bus coz she didnt feeling soo well.. ( cian dier ehk..) get well soon ayu!! den we went back.. but i was still bored.. after irah went back home, i decided to mit my secondary school friends at RP(republic poly).. hang out wif them till night.. i went back home at around 11.. haha.. late at night i watch movies at the internet.. but till now cant sleep.. hmm.. soo tats all.. hahaa.. btw to all readers, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY.. cherish your mum n make them happy always... nite2 to u all..
Friday, May 7, 2010 || 9:32 AM
Aku binget with cikgu skool niie ar !
Cikgu Sial , Babi , Sundal ! Geram sak , ehk suke hati aku ar nk dtg skola ke tk , tk susah kn ko pe , tk paya nk complaint kt bapak aku ar , aku tk dtg skola pun psl muka ko , asik memekak je , arrgh ! mati ar ...
Skip that ar , kk aku mayb kena buang skola , haiz cam niie kalau aku tahu tat tyme aku stop skola seyy , sundal ar niie skola , buat aku nye darah up je , aku da nga sakit niie , agy tambah sakit sak gini !
Dh lah tkde mood aku nk blog agy , cam nk b***** je tu sundal ! arrgh
Wednesday, May 5, 2010 || 6:08 PM
Hello readers ! wow 3 hari aku tk update blog niie , haiyo maklum lah malas kate kn , smlm suruh laki aku update bkn dier update , apa dh syg ! dier lupe cian lom tua dh lupe , syg2 .... k skip that part !
Give skool a miss today , aku mlz ar nk masuk skola nari then guess what cikgu kol my mummy sial btol , then ckp aku da byk hari tk dtg ! butp sial tu cikgu , suke hati aku ar nk dtg ke tk , babi sundal geram aku ! nnt aku da berhenti skola aru tahu !
Da lah skip bout that , skrg niie aku rindu laki aku sak , dh smlm meet sejap je , haiyo nari not sure meet tk nnt mlm , syg i rindu u ! harap2 u bole meet i ehk , haiyo mati aku cam niie , kalau seminggu tk jumpa aku rase bole jadi gila sak ... haiz .... :'(
K lah till here got nothing in mind now , mayb will update at night ! ngok cam ana kalau aku rajin ! Wait2 aku nk ckp agy satu benda !
SUNDAY niie aku nk meet bestfwen aku ZAINAH yg da lama aku tk meet , babe aku rindu kau , aku will hug kau kuat2 siol ! tk sabar nk meet dier siol!! arrgh make time pass fast pls !
Sunday, May 2, 2010 || 2:37 PM
AKU RINDU FIRDAUS !
|| 12:07 AM
Okayy make it a fast post , cause i'm kind of not in a mood to blog , so 4 days did not blog , been bz with my skool project & stuff , been thinking of my fwen [ zainah ] i miss her damn much ! when will i get to meet her again ! i keep dream of her quite sometimes , i each and everytime i woke up from i dream , i will be crying ! cause i miss her ! only GOD noe how much i love & need her !
Skip that , now taking bout love , my syg went BBQ with his family & i miss him ! haiyo like dis if never meet for 1 week i will became crazy taw ! haiz [ syg i miss u ! , i need u & i wanna hug u ! ] so monday skool ends at 5pm ! wow so lazy to come seyy ! nvrmind ,
k lah i tink tat all i need to post for now , i need some rest & i wanna kol my syg for awhile b4 sleeping , so nyte2 ! tc people! love u guys ! [14042010 ]
Ira feeling totally down rite now , i'm feeling totally guilty :'( ....... sayang i'm damn sorry for doing this to u , i know that i'm being totally unfair to u by msging other guy behind ur back , they are just my fwens not more , i dont mean to text them as if i'm flirting ... they are just a fwen syg ...
^_^ Ira is so damn happy that our 1month celebration was over , and now looking forward for out 2month cause , we will go on a double date with ayu & taufik ... Ayu plan to go ECP for cycling and i find that is a great idea , wow ! really looking forward for that !
Look up , that poem is true but for me our friendship have an end to it , but not sure when & not sure how it will be gone !
Yo Readers ! Sorry for not blogging yesterday , but as u read the previous post was from syg , k there's many thing in my mind rite now which i will try to post here ! 
