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Friday, April 23, 2010 || 7:01 PM
Yo readers ! Irah still feeling down rite now , not sure why but mayb cause i just break up my fwenship with my bestfwen , hmm , why must we end this fwenship ? why ? we have been fwen for 8yrs but is just end up like that ? apa niie ! haiz nvrmind lah , i noe i still have to be strong & i still have burah , ayu & ruth by my side !
Anyway just now dpt msg frm my marzianah , she say that he's no longer around ! i was like huh ? who ? so tk caye kn so kol her lah , she told me aqilla ckp that adam is no longer around ! i was like huh ?! serious pe , susah nk caye ar ! she told me to wait for her msg bsk , so yea wait lah ! hmm kind of sad jugak lah heard this news ,hmm .... i lost my bestfwen now i lost adam !
what is happening to my life ?! it use to be a wonderful & enjoyable life but now lots of bad thing have happen , from friends , to family and to skool ! haiyo ! aku stress sak cam niie ! why must i face all this problems ! i try to change but i cant ! i try to be the old me but its just to hard ! what was i like in the pass ?! am i totally different from what i use to be ? am i ?
I began to realize that i have totally change , change till i cant find the old me again ! hmm am i suppose to think what i was like in the pass ?! will i be successful if i continue this way !! haiz ! pain in my heart when people keep taking bout me ! pain in my heart when my own bestfwen leave me , totally pain in my heart which will leave a scar behind when someone who have been with me & care for me like his own sister is gone forever ! cn i turn back the time and say that i'm sorry for changing my attitude ! Cn i ??
i feel like crying out loud but i find it hard to let go all this problems ! will running away solve all this ?! No it wont , it will cause more problems , cn i be alone for a few days to let go all the problems in my life ?! must i be in this situation ?! must i ?!
i'm blank ! i'm gone ! i'm down ! i'm hurt ! i'm STRESS !!
