♥Ira Haruka♥

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This is for u baby,



Back for my nite post ! Been a sad day for me today , i cried in front of syg just now , just cant take it anymore and i have to let out the feeling in my heart , i just feel hurt this way , why must i face all this ? my head will burst soon seyy !!

wow headache seyy , haiyo !! please help me !! i just cant face dis alone , i need someone to hug , i need a shoulder 2 cry on , :-'(

Till here no in a mood to blog !~ bye





Somemore looking at my bestfwen ayu , sedih sak , cian taw dier ! she is so damn stress that she cried just now , ayu jgn sad2 kayy darlink , i will always be by ur side honey . no matter what problems u have do approach me k , if i cn help i will !

K now back to my problems , haiyo susah nk ckp , been 3 days tk talk to my mum , haiz sedih2 !
k lah i gtg , mayb i will update ltr or ask my syg to update k , bye readers !

14042010 [ irah & firdaus ]

hey guys!! its me , fir.. today will be short n simple.. today is extremely boring day.. hmm.. i n irah plan to mit around 1.30 but we mit around 2+.. haha.. im late.. lucky she didnt majok.. hehe.. sorie bby.. as usual we hang out, hav a chitchat.. around 4+ we went back home.. (its damn boring..) haha.. but im happy to see my irah!!

so that's all that happen today.. boring rite.. hmm.. but, i hav a lot of fun with my bby..!! muack!! love u bby!! btw dont forget 2moro u are skooling alrite.. im happy that she would lyke to continue her studies.. syg u!! till here..bye2



Watsup readers !actually irah got nothing to update lah today , just that tknk my blog to be empty so yea today did nothing much , meet syg at 1+ but while only till 4 i tink , so lepak2 then smoke2 , now irah mendaq , syg went bowling with him family , haiyo rindu dier lah


k lah till here wanna watch jihan then sleep cannot sleep late , nnt syg marah aku ! hehe
so nyte2


Yo readers ! Irah still feeling down rite now , not sure why but mayb cause i just break up my fwenship with my bestfwen , hmm , why must we end this fwenship ? why ? we have been fwen for 8yrs but is just end up like that ? apa niie ! haiz nvrmind lah , i noe i still have to be strong & i still have burah , ayu & ruth by my side !

Anyway just now dpt msg frm my marzianah , she say that he's no longer around ! i was like huh ? who ? so tk caye kn so kol her lah , she told me aqilla ckp that adam is no longer around ! i was like huh ?! serious pe , susah nk caye ar ! she told me to wait for her msg bsk , so yea wait lah ! hmm kind of sad jugak lah heard this news ,hmm .... i lost my bestfwen now i lost adam !

what is happening to my life ?! it use to be a wonderful & enjoyable life but now lots of bad thing have happen , from friends , to family and to skool ! haiyo ! aku stress sak cam niie ! why must i face all this problems ! i try to change but i cant ! i try to be the old me but its just to hard ! what was i like in the pass ?! am i totally different from what i use to be ? am i ?


I began to realize that i have totally change , change till i cant find the old me again ! hmm am i suppose to think what i was like in the pass ?! will i be successful if i continue this way !! haiz ! pain in my heart when people keep taking bout me ! pain in my heart when my own bestfwen leave me , totally pain in my heart which will leave a scar behind when someone who have been with me & care for me like his own sister is gone forever ! cn i turn back the time and say that i'm sorry for changing my attitude ! Cn i ??


i feel like crying out loud but i find it hard to let go all this problems ! will running away solve all this ?! No it wont , it will cause more problems , cn i be alone for a few days to let go all the problems in my life ?! must i be in this situation ?! must i ?!

i'm blank ! i'm gone ! i'm down ! i'm hurt ! i'm STRESS !!

Hi to all readers, im fir..hmm, im quite dissappointed with irah's decision to quit skool..i lyke, WAT!! serious pEr!! hais.. i'll try to understand her for quitting skool.. its lyke too young to get a job.. and quit skool with 'N' level cert only.. !! hais.. (bby , im saying this, is to let u noe that education is important..) hope she make a right and final decision to quit.. hmm.. i noe that skool is bored .. bby fyi, i also bored to go to skool and also feel lyke quitting jgk.. but i noe that education is more important.. hmm.. sorie to say all of this .. BUT wherever u go i will still support u alrite.. LOVE YOU BBY.. !!

btw dont be sad alrite bout your friendship.. Cheer Up Okae!!


To Marzianah :

If u tink being my fwen is a piece of SHIT ! then back off from my life u fucker , we have been fwen for 8yrs but u still dont understand me ! what for we be fwen for so long if u dont understand what i want in my life ! You tink i like to be control ?! Hello its my life and its up to me what i wanna be , who are u to ask me to change , Ehk gurl mak bapak aku tkde ckp apa2 psl aku , ko tk paya nk suruh aku berubah ar ! hidop aku sak ! and one more thing , u tink i'm a piece of shit rite , starting from now we are no longer FRIENDS ! ko & boi bole berambus lah dari hidop aku yg cam sial niie !

Thankz for the 8yrs of friendship and i dont tink we cn stay any longer , it's a hard pain to let go of this friendship , but ur attitude have come to a point where i have to break this friendship ! good bye my fwen !


To My Sayang :

Syg sorry if i buat u kecewa psl i nk quit skool , , but no worry i will find a job and do my job properly i tk sampai hati seyy nk ngok u disappointed , but this is the best choice i can make , 1week been lazy to go skool , sick is the first reason one more i have no mood to go skool after what my own bestfwen say to me , syg i hope u understand kayy kayy ,

I just feel like crying now , i da hilang my bestfwen ! 8yrs of fwenship gone just like that ! hmm ...
:-'( .. haiz once again sorry syg !













Hi to all!! Its my first post for her blog.. i didnt had a blog for my self.. so... Here is the story that i want to post.. hope u readers lyke it.. btw im firdaus, irah's boyfren ..

As u all know that we been frens for 1month plus rite.. half of that 1month, i had a feelings for her.. i just kept it to myself.. i found out that she is kinda kind-hearted person , most caring gurl that i have ever met.. and for me she is the cutest gurl that i have ever had.. hahaa, she is really shy person but daring.. this is the last gurl that i will love.. i will give her my fullest heart.. my sister did tell me that irah is suits for me.. so i was lyke !huh!! nvrmd.. i alwaes happy with her , we laugh out loud everytime we meet.. she was fun n really damn CUTE...

Bby!! i will LOVE u 4ever.. hope all problems we will face in the future, will not separate us.. i want u for the rest of my life.. can u?? I LOVE YOU!!!


Look up ! That's firdaus i have been talking bout , now he's my boifwen ! 140410 ! love love him seyy , so yea he's my syg now ! so how it happen ehk , wanna noe continue reading ye !

i told him bout my feeling towards him and guess We first noe each other on the 10 of march 2010 , so it have been 1month i noe him as my fwen , then as days goes by i start to have this feeling of love & care towards him ! so on the 12 of aprilwat he himself had fall in love with me ! OMG!

status in relationship then ask him when did we stead , he say now , so i accept ! yahoo So yea then just now , after hang out at blk 521 went back quickly on my lappy and saw his fbfinallyattached with the guy i love ! syg u lah firdaus =)

k till here i wanna sleep , nyte




Skool !

Kayy will be a short boring post , tomorrow start skooling already , wow after 3weeks of holiday i'm like to lazy to go skool , have not even done my project dateline 30 april ! OMG ! gonna fail my OSA seyy like dis , kk nvrmind i'm tird n wanna rest so tc & gdnite !


Look up ^ photo taken on 040410 , hehe ! so today's post will be bout yesterday , and my boring monday ! so yesterday had fun at my anak sedare birthday party ! and guess wat i ate alothaiyo ! must diet already ! so waited for the rest of my cuzz to arrived and at around 5+ went back home , b4 going back we had our photo taking session ! haha , as usual ..... damn tired after all that took bus home ! [home sweet home]

So bout my Monday , my pp8 was low and i'm not sure when i will top up , but then suddenly my sweet and kind admired hmm top up for me , and first i was like hmm its okayy , but then he still top up for me , not $10 but $128 , OMG ! so kind of him to top up for me , wow ! i really have to thank him ! so now here i am using this sot2 lappy , haiyo ! damn bored , but ltr going out with firdaus , buy ?? and go lpk ! hehe

So till here damn bored lah using this lappy , got to go and mandi ! so takecare !